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CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN: The rain outside had slowed into a soft drizzle now.

The room was dimly lit, warm, quiet.

Only the sound of the ocean and their breathing remained.

Kavira sat close to Karl Casanova, her head resting weakly against his shoulder after crying for what felt like hours.

Karl hadn’t interrupted her once.

Not once.

He just listened.

Something nobody had ever truly done before.

Kavira stared blankly ahead and whispered softly,

“You know… someone once said…”

Her fingers tightened around Karl’s hand.

“People who don’t receive love at home search for it outside.”

A weak smile appeared on her lips.

“And then they get used.”

Karl looked at her silently.

Kavira exhaled shakily.

“I was one of them.”

The room became heavy again.

“Kian Sehgal,” she whispered.

Karl’s jaw hardened instantly at the name.

“That night… I told you he cheated on me.”

Her eyes lowered.

“But I never told you the truth.”

Karl stayed quiet.

Almost too quiet.

Kavira laughed bitterly.

“He was toxic,” she admitted softly.

“So toxic that sometimes I still wonder how I survived him.”

Karl’s hand slowly tightened around hers.

Kavira’s voice trembled now.

“He used to say horrible things to me.”

A pause.

“And…”

She swallowed hard.

“He abused me.”

Karl froze completely.

The air shifted dangerously.

Kavira noticed immediately.

“Don’t,” she whispered quickly.

“Please don’t get angry right now. Just… listen.”

Karl forced himself still.

But the vein in his neck had already appeared.

Kavira looked down at her lap.

“The first time he hit me…” she whispered, “he cried afterward.”

Karl shut his eyes briefly.

“He kept saying sorry.”

“He said he lost control.”

“He promised it would never happen again.”

Her smile broke.

“But it happened again.”

Silence.

“And again.”

Karl’s breathing deepened.

“And again.”

Four times.

Four.

Kavira’s eyes watered again.

“And every single time,” she whispered, “I forgave him.”

Karl suddenly stood up and walked away toward the window.

Because if he stayed near her—

he might break something.

Kavira watched him quietly.

“I know it sounds stupid.”

Karl turned sharply.

“It doesn’t.”

His voice was rough.

Painfully rough.

Kavira looked away again.

“I was sixteen,” she whispered.

Just sixteen.

A child trying to understand love through pain.

Karl leaned both hands against the window, head lowered.

And Kavira continued.

“He used to go on dates while being in a relationship with me.”

Karl’s jaw clenched.

“I found out myself every time.”

“He flirted with girls openly.”

“Talked about marriage with others.”

“Made me feel replaceable all the time.”

Her tears returned silently.

“But if I questioned him…”

She laughed weakly.

“He called me insecure.”

Karl looked like he wanted to kill someone.

Kavira hugged herself slightly.

“I kept thinking…” she whispered,

“If I loved him more… maybe he would finally choose me.”

Karl immediately turned around.

“No.”

The word came out sharp.

Kavira looked at him.

“You were never hard to choose.”

Her eyes trembled.

Karl walked back toward her slowly.

“That boy was cruel,” he said coldly.

“And you were taught to mistake pain for love.”

Kavira looked down.

“Maybe because pain was normal for me.”

That sentence nearly destroyed him.

Karl knelt in front of her carefully.

His hands held hers gently.

Not controlling.

Just there.

“Kavira,” he said quietly,

“look at me.”

She slowly did.

“What he did to you was abuse.”

“Not love.”

“Not anger.”

“Not a mistake.”

Each word landed heavily.

“And the fact that you survived it…” his voice softened painfully, “…doesn’t mean you deserved it.”

Kavira’s lips trembled violently.

“You know what’s funny?” she whispered.

Karl frowned slightly.

“I still used to defend him.”

Her tears fell harder now.

“When my friends said leave him…”

“When they called him toxic…”

“I still stayed.”

Her voice cracked.

“Because I thought if I left… nobody would ever love me again.”

Karl’s expression shattered.

He slowly rested his forehead against hers.

“You were taught your whole life,” he whispered,

“that love is something you beg to keep.”

Kavira broke down completely after hearing that.

Because it was true.

Every relationship in her life had taught her:

tolerate pain

stay silent

forgive endlessly

accept less

Karl wrapped his arms around her instantly as she cried into his chest.

And for the first time—

his possessiveness disappeared completely.

Only tenderness remained.

“I wish,” he whispered against her hair,

“I had met you earlier.”

Kavira cried harder.

“I would’ve protected that sixteen-year-old girl from everyone.”

The room fell silent again.

Then softly—

very softly—

Kavira whispered,

“That’s why I got scared of you too.”

Karl’s body stilled.

“Because loud voices…” she said weakly, “…always came before pain.”

Karl closed his eyes.

God.

Now he understood why she flinched.

Why she panicked.

Why broken glass terrified her.

Why his anger once made her look like a frightened child instead of a wife.

Because she had already survived too much before him.

Karl gently lifted her chin.

And with a voice quieter than the rain outside, he said:

“You will never beg for love again.”

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