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CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: The rain had started sometime after midnight

Soft. Restless. Endless.

The ocean outside the Mauritius mansion looked dark beneath the storm clouds, waves crashing violently against the rocks below. Inside the mansion, however, everything was quiet.

Too quiet.

Kavira sat curled near the large bedroom window, wrapped in one of Karl’s oversized black hoodies, watching the rain with sleepy eyes. Her breathing was calm tonight. No panic. No pain.

For the first time in months, her heart felt… light.

Behind her, the bed was empty.

Karl wasn’t there.

She frowned slightly.

Usually, even if he woke up in the middle of the night, he stayed close enough to touch her.

“Karl?” she called softly.

No answer.

She stood slowly and walked out of the room.

The mansion lights were dim. Most of the staff had already gone to sleep. Only the distant sound of thunder filled the silence.

Then she noticed it.

A door at the end of the hallway.

Open.

That was strange.

Every room in the mansion was always locked carefully. Especially the rooms Karl never talked about.

Curiosity pulled her closer.

The room inside was dark except for one small lamp glowing weakly near a bookshelf.

Kavira stepped inside carefully.

And froze.

This wasn’t an office.

It wasn’t a storage room either.

It looked… personal.

Dust-covered books lined the shelves. Old photographs rested inside glass frames. A small piano sat in the corner untouched.

And on the floor near the couch—

a cardboard box.

Kavira knelt slowly beside it.

Inside were old drawings.

Childish ones.

A little boy had drawn:

a woman holding his hand

a black dog

a house

and beside it, written in messy handwriting:

“Karl + Shadow.”

Her chest tightened.

Shadow?

She carefully lifted another paper.

This one was darker.

A drawing of a tall man.

Red scribbles across his face.

Then another.

A belt.

Then another—

A young Karl sitting alone in a corner.

Kavira’s breathing slowed.

No…

Her hands trembled as she reached deeper into the box.

And then she found it.

A small leather dog collar.

Black.

Old.

Worn out with time.

Attached to it was a silver tag:

Shadow.

Kavira stared at it silently.

Something inside her chest cracked.

Suddenly—

“You shouldn’t be here.”

She turned sharply.

Karl stood at the doorway.

Barefoot. Silent. Dangerous.

But tonight—

not angry.

Just tired.

His eyes immediately dropped to the collar in her hands.

And everything in him changed.

“Karl…” Kavira whispered.

He walked forward slowly and took the collar from her gently.

For a moment, he said nothing.

Then:

“That dog was stupid.”

His voice was calm.

Too calm.

Kavira looked at him carefully.

“You loved him.”

Karl laughed softly.

Humorless.

“He followed me everywhere,” he said quietly. “Even when he was hurt.”

Thunder echoed outside.

Kavira stayed silent.

Karl stared down at the collar.

“When I was thirteen,” he said slowly, “I thought love could protect things.”

Her throat tightened.

“He was the only thing I had that felt…” he paused briefly, “…mine.”

Kavira felt her chest ache.

Karl rarely spoke about himself.

Never like this.

“He used to sleep beside my bed,” Karl continued. “Father hated that.”

The word father carried no warmth.

Only emptiness.

“One day he asked me why I cared so much about a dog.”

Karl’s jaw tightened slightly.

“I answered wrong.”

Kavira already knew this story would hurt.

But she wasn’t prepared for how much.

Karl finally looked at her.

And for the first time since she had known him—

she didn’t see a mafia king.

She saw a wounded boy.

“He killed him in front of me.”

Silence.

The rain outside suddenly sounded louder.

Kavira stopped breathing for a second.

Karl looked away casually, but his fingers tightened around the collar hard enough to whiten his knuckles.

“He said weakness should die young.”

Kavira’s eyes burned instantly.

“Karl…”

“I cried,” he admitted quietly. “That was my second mistake.”

Something shattered inside her.

She slowly walked toward him.

Now she understood.

The control.

The obsession.

The fear.

The way he held her too tightly whenever she got hurt.

The way he panicked whenever she disappeared from his sight.

The way he loved like losing her would destroy him.

Because once—

love had been ripped away from him brutally.

And after that—

he never learned how to love gently.

Only desperately.

Kavira reached up carefully and touched his face.

Karl froze.

“You were just a child,” she whispered.

He smiled faintly.

“No one cared.”

“I care.”

Those two words nearly broke him.

His eyes closed briefly.

“You know what happens to things I love?” he asked quietly.

Kavira’s heart ached.

“Karl—”

“They die.”

The words came out cold.

But his voice trembled anyway.

“That’s why I held you so tightly,” he confessed. “That’s why I couldn’t breathe when you were hurt.”

Kavira’s tears slipped down silently.

All this time…

She thought his possessiveness came from power.

But no.

It came from fear.

Pure, terrifying fear.

She stepped closer and wrapped her arms around him carefully.

Karl didn’t move at first.

Almost like he didn’t know how to receive comfort.

Then slowly—

his arms wrapped around her waist.

Tight.

Desperate.

Human.

Kavira buried her face against his chest.

“Who held you,” she whispered softly, “when you cried after that?”

Karl said nothing.

And that silence answered everything.

Her heart broke completely.

She pulled back slightly and looked up at him.

“You are not your father.”

Karl looked away instantly.

“You don’t know that.”

“Yes, I do.”

“Kavira—”

“You loved a dog so much that losing him destroyed you,” she said firmly through tears. “Monsters don’t love like that.”

Karl stared at her silently.

Thunder echoed again.

But for the first time in years—

the storm inside him felt quieter.

Kavira took the old collar gently from his hand and placed it carefully on the table beside them.

Then she held his face again.

“You don’t have to protect me by becoming cold,” she whispered. “I’m not leaving.”

Something vulnerable flickered across Karl’s expression.

Raw.

Terrified.

Hopeful.

And suddenly he pulled her into him again, burying his face into her neck like he was afraid she’d disappear if he let go.

Kavira closed her eyes.

Holding him.

Not the mafia king.

Not the monster the world feared.

Just Karl.

The boy nobody saved.

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