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CHAPTER THIRTY: Akshara’s Guilt

Arshia sat in the corner of the ICU waiting room, knees hugged to her chest. Her hands shook uncontrollably.

“I… I let this happen,” she whispered, voice barely audible.

“I told him… I told him to help her. And I… I didn’t see it coming. I let Kavira get shot…”

Divyanka knelt in front of her, placing a hand on her shoulder.

“Arshia… shhh,” she said softly.

“You didn’t know. You couldn’t have known he would actually try to kill her.”

“I… I thought… I thought he… that friedrich…” Arshia’s voice cracked. “I thought he loved me. And I loved him too… I thought… I thought I could control him. I could… I just wanted him to like me… I didn’t think he’d… hurt her!”

Divyanka hugged her tightly. “Arshia… listen. You didn’t want this. You were used. Friedrich is… he’s a monster. You didn’t fail kavira.”

“I feel so… so useless,” Arshia whispered into Divyanka’s shoulder. “I couldn’t help her. I didn’t even help in the surgery… I was too… broken.”

“You are helping,” Divyanka said firmly. “By staying alive, by being here. We can’t undo what he did—but we can fight back. Together.”

Arshia nodded slowly, burying her face in Divyanka’s shoulder, but inside, her mind raced. He… he used me. He didn’t love me. And I… I almost… almost killed my best friend by trusting him.

KARL AND AARON — THE WAKING FEAR ~

Meanwhile, Karl paced the corridor outside the ICU. Every step was heavy. His face pale, eyes wild.

“Tell me!” he snapped at Aaron, who was checking the monitors again.

“Will she wake up? Is she… alive in her mind? Or am I… am I losing her?”

Aaron’s voice was steady but calm, almost cold.

“Karl… she’s alive. The surgery was successful. But she’s in a medically induced coma. She’s fighting… her body’s trauma is severe. She just… needs time.”

Karl’s jaw clenched. “Time?” he hissed. “She doesn’t have time! Five days, Aaron! Five days and she hasn’t opened her eyes! You’re a doctor—act like one! How can she just… stay like this?”

Aaron swallowed, then said quietly, “I want to be honest with you. Arshia told me everything Friedrich did. He manipulated her—used her to get Kavira out of the mansion. And… when you weren’t there, he came for her. That’s when she was shot.”

Karl froze. His hands shook slightly. “What?”

“friedrich planned this for revenge,” Aaron continued. “He waited for the perfect moment—when you refused to let her leave, when she was under your roof, and he used Arshia to bypass all your security.”

Karl’s teeth ground. His fists clenched. “Show me. Show me the proof.”

Aaron pulled out a tablet. “The mansion cameras. The moment she left… the conversation… everything. He even told Arahia what he was planning—she was too broken and too manipulated to stop him.”

Karl’s eyes narrowed. He leaned over the tablet, watching the footage.

There I was. My legs trembling, standing my ground in front of Friedrich. My arms raised, my voice calm but defiant, even when I was scared.

Even when he threatened death.

He saw how I took a stand—not for myself alone, but for Karl.

“He manipulated her,” Aaron said, voice low.

“But look at her. Look at what she did. Even when he was cold to her… even when you refused to talk… she stayed. She fought. She protected you.”

Karl’s hands trembled. His jaw clenched. He whispered, almost to himself:

“Kavira…”

Aaron watched him. “She’s alive because of the fight she still has inside her. But you… you need to be here. She feels everything, even in coma. Your presence—your voice—it can wake her.”

Karl’s eyes blazed with fury. He slammed his fist against the wall. “friedrich… you bastard. If I ever find him… I swear—”

Aaron placed a hand lightly on his shoulder. “He’s gone for now, Karl. He left the country. Focus on her. She needs you, now more than ever.”

Karl turned sharply to Arshia, who was standing quietly behind Aaron. His voice thundered:

“You were supposed to never let her out of my mansion! I REFUSED! And you—you let her go! You said you’d take care of her! This is how you ‘take care’?”

Arshia flinched, shaking. “I… I didn’t know… I swear I didn’t—”

Karl’s voice dropped to a low, dangerous growl.

“No excuses. I don’t want to hear anything. Not one word. I’ll leave Friedrich to my men. I want him found. Where he is, what he does—I don’t care. He will pay.”

Aaron nodded, silent.

Karl finally turned to the ICU doors. He whispered, almost shaking:

“Kavira… wake up. Hear me. I’m here. I’m not letting anything take you away. Not him. Not anyone.”

Divyanka reached out, touching his arm. “She will, Karl. She’s strong… like you said.”

Karl didn’t speak. He just stared at the door. Silent. Cold. Angry. Afraid. Waiting.


SEVEN DAYS BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH ~

The oxygen level dropped suddenly.

“Sat dropping—she’s desaturating!” a nurse shouted.

The room erupted.

Aaron was already there, hands moving fast.

“Mask. Now. Increase oxygen.”

Karl stood frozen for half a second—then panic took over.

“Kavira,” he whispered desperately, gripping the side of the bed.

“No—no—don’t you dare—”

The monitor screamed.

Her chest struggled.

Air wasn’t reaching deep enough.

“She’s losing oxygen,” Aaron said sharply.

“Her lungs are reacting to trauma—prepare for emergency ventilation.”

Karl’s voice broke.

“She survived a bullet… she will survive this too.”

Seconds stretched like years.

Then—

a shaky breath.

The line steadied.

“She’s back,” the nurse said.

“Barely… but she’s back.”

Karl closed his eyes.

Just for a second.

That second saved him from falling apart.

Friedrich

Friedrich Casanova vanished.

No trace.

No country.

No shadow.

Karl ordered the search to stop.

“Not now,” he said coldly.

“She’s more important.”

Revenge could wait.

Life could not.

DAY SEVEN — ICU

The room was quiet again.

Karl sat beside the bed, dark circles under his eyes, fingers entwined with mine like letting go would kill me.

Aaron stood near the window, scrolling through his tablet.

“We need to reschedule the meetings,” Aaron said.

“The investors are asking—”

Karl cut him off instantly.

“Cancel everything.”

Aaron looked up. “Karl, you can’t just disappear. When will we attend them?”

Karl didn’t even hesitate.

“When she opens her eyes,” he said.

“Until then—I’m busy.”

Aaron was about to reply—

When suddenly—

My finger moved.

Just a little.

Karl froze.

“Did you see that?” he whispered.

The monitor beeped faster.

My heartbeat spiked.

“Heart rate rising,” Aaron said sharply.

A tear slipped from the corner of my eye.

Just one.

Karl was on his feet instantly.

“Kavira,” he said softly, panicked but gentle now.

“Shhh… calm down. It’s okay. I’m here.”

He brushed my hair back carefully, like I was made of glass.

“Breathe… slow… you’re safe. No one’s touching you.”

My chest rose unevenly.

The machines responded.

“She’s responding to stimuli,” Aaron said, voice controlled but hopeful.

“Keep talking to her.”

Karl leaned closer.

“You’re not alone,” he whispered.

“I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere. Please… stay.”

A Few Hours Later

My eyes fluttered open.

Light burned.

Air hurt.

I tried to speak—

Nothing came out.

Panic surged.

My breathing became erratic.

Karl grabbed my hand immediately.

“No—no—don’t panic,” he said quickly.

“Look at me. Just look at me.”

Aaron moved closer, checking vitals.

“Easy,” he said gently.

“She’s conscious… but weak.”

I tried again.

Still nothing.

Tears filled my eyes.

Aaron exhaled slowly.

“Karl… Kavira,” he said carefully, choosing every word,

“The bullet, the blood loss, the lack of oxygen… it affected her vocal cords.”

Karl stiffened.

“What does that mean?” he demanded.

“She may have difficulty speaking,” Aaron said honestly.

“There’s a chance she could lose her voice—temporarily or permanently.”

My eyes widened in terror.

Karl’s grip tightened—but not painfully.

“No,” he said firmly.

“She won’t.”

Aaron continued, calmer now.

“She’s also at high risk of cardiac complications,” he added.

“Her heart is weak right now. Panic, fear, stress—anything she’s scared of—can trigger a heart attack.”

Karl looked at me sharply.

“No fear,” he said immediately.

“No stress. Nothing.”

Aaron nodded.

“She’ll have breathing issues,” he said.

“She must avoid emotional shocks. Loud arguments. Trauma.”

I tried to shake my head.

Tears streamed down my temples.

Aaron softened.

“Kavira,” he said gently,

“This doesn’t mean your life is over. It means it’s fragile. And we will protect it.”

Karl leaned down, forehead touching mine.

“You hear me?” he whispered fiercely.

“You don’t need to speak. You don’t need to be strong.”

His voice cracked.

“Just breathe. I’ll fight the rest of the world for you.”

I squeezed his finger weakly.

And for the first time in days—

Karl smiled through tears.


GOODBYES AND GUARDS ~

ARSHIA Leaves

ARSHIA stood outside the hospital with a single suitcase.

Her eyes were swollen, sleepless, hollow.

Divyanka hugged her tightly.

“Call me the moment you land,” she said softly.

“And don’t disappear on me.”

Arshia nodded, voice breaking.

“I need to go home… India. There’s a family function. But honestly—” she swallowed, “—I need to breathe somewhere Friedrich doesn’t exist.”

Divyanka held her face.

“You didn’t betray Kavira. Remember that.”

Arshia shook her head slowly.

“I loved a lie,” she whispered.

“And that lie almost killed my best friend.”

Her gaze drifted toward the ICU floor.

“Tell her… tell her I’m sorry,” she said.

“I’ll come back when I can look at her without hating myself.”

Divyanka hugged her again.

“She knows. And she’ll forgive you.”

Arshia didn’t answer.

She turned away.

And left the country with guilt heavier than her luggage.

Inside The Icu — Karl’s Rule

Kavira lay quietly, oxygen mask resting against her face, chest rising unevenly.

Karl sat beside her bed like a shadow that refused to move.

A nurse entered, speaking a little too loudly.

“Sir, we need to change her—”

“Lower your voice,” Karl said instantly.

The nurse froze.

“S-sorry?”

He stood up slowly, eyes sharp but controlled.

“She’s not in a market,” he said calmly.

“She’s fighting to breathe.”

The nurse nodded quickly. “Yes, sir.”

A junior doctor whispered something to another nurse.

Karl turned.

“I said no whispering either,” he added.

“If you have something to say, say it gently. Or leave.”

The room went dead silent.

Aaron entered moments later.

“Karl,” he said carefully, “you can’t control every—”

Kavira’s breathing hitched.

Her heart rate spiked.

Karl raised a hand instantly.

“Out,” he ordered.

“Everyone out.”

Aaron frowned. “Karl, she needs—”

Karl’s voice dropped to something terrifyingly quiet.

“She needs peace,” he said.

“Right now, you’re not it.”

Aaron exhaled and motioned the staff out.

The door closed.

Karl sat back down immediately, his entire posture changing.

“Hey,” he whispered to Kanika, brushing his thumb over her knuckles.

“It’s okay. No noise. No shouting. No fighting.”

He leaned closer.

“No one’s allowed to scare you anymore,” he murmured.

“Not doctors. Not family. Not me.”

Kavira’s fingers trembled slightly.

Karl noticed instantly.

“I know,” he whispered.

“You hate loud voices.”

His throat tightened.

“I should have remembered that sooner.”

A nurse outside accidentally dropped a tray—metal clattering loudly.

Kavira flinched.

Karl was on his feet in a second, opening the door just enough.

“Who did that?” he asked quietly.

The staff froze.

“I don’t want to hear another sound like that near this room,” he continued.

“If something falls, if someone shouts—

you’re done for the day.”

No one argued.

When he returned, Kavira was breathing fast, tears slipping from her eyes.

Karl cupped her face gently.

“Shhh… look at me,” he whispered.

“Breathe with me. Slow.”

He demonstrated, exaggerating each breath.

“In… out… good.”

Her breathing slowly followed his.

He rested his forehead against hers.

“I’ll be quiet for the rest of my life,” he promised softly.

“If that’s what it takes to keep you here.”

Kavira blinked.

A single tear rolled down.

Karl kissed her knuckles—careful, reverent.

And for the first time—

The ICU felt safe.


MORNING — QUIET HEALING ~

10:00 a.m., Casanova Mansion

Sunlight slipped through the sheer curtains, falling softly across the room.

Kavira sat on the edge of the bed, fingers clenched around her notebook—the one she now used to speak for herself.

Karl stood near the wardrobe, watching her like she might disappear if he blinked.

He spoke gently. Deliberately.

“Kavira,” he said softly, kneeling in front of her so they were eye-level,

“get ready. We have to go for your classes today.”

She looked at him, eyes flickering with fear.

He smiled—small, reassuring.

“Vocal cord relaxation therapy,” he continued.

“And strength training for your voice.”

She swallowed, nervous.

Karl reached out, brushing his thumb over her wrist.

“Hey… look at me,” he said quietly.

“Don’t be afraid. I’ll be there. The entire time.”

Kavira picked up her pen and wrote shakily:

What if I never speak again?

Karl’s jaw tightened, but his voice stayed calm.

“Then I’ll learn your silence,” he said.

“But this? This is just a phase. You’re stronger than this injury.”

He stood and held out his hand.

“After therapy, we’ll go to the hospital for your checkup,” he added.

“And you’ll meet Divyanka and Aaron there.”

A pause.

He corrected himself gently.

“Only if you want to.”

Kavira nodded slowly.

Karl smiled.

“Good. And one more thing—”

He leaned closer.

“No one rushes you. No one scares you. Not today. Not ever.”

She held his hand.

At the hospital

Kanika was taken for preliminary tests.

Karl waited outside the ICU corridor.

That’s when he heard raised voices.

Divyanka.

And Karl.

—no, Karl and Divyanka.

He turned the corner.

Divyanka stood with a file in her hand, face flushed with anger.

“This is exactly what I warned you about!” she snapped.

“She’s not ready for this schedule, Karl!”

Karl’s voice dropped, sharp and controlled.

“She needs to recover her voice,” he said.

“And this is the best facility in Europe.”

“That doesn’t mean you push her like a project!” Divyanka fired back.

“She almost died seven days ago!”

Karl stepped closer.

“Watch your tone,” he warned.

Divyanka laughed bitterly.

“Oh? Now you remember tone?”

“Where was this control when she was bleeding out on an operating table because of your world?”

Karl’s eyes darkened.

“You think I don’t know that?” he said quietly.

“You think I don’t replay that night every second?”

Divyanka slammed the file against her palm.

“She has panic spikes, oxygen instability, and damaged vocal cords,” she said.

“And you’re dragging her from therapy to hospital to—what? Prove she’s fine?”

Karl snapped.

“I’m trying to give her a LIFE!”

People in the corridor stopped walking.

Divyanka stepped closer, eyes blazing.

“No,” she said firmly.

“You’re trying to fix your guilt by controlling her recovery.”

That hit.

Karl clenched his fists.

“You have no right—”

“I have every right!” Divyanka interrupted.

“I’m her doctor. And I’m her family.”

Silence.

Karl’s voice dropped, rough.

“And I’m her husband.”

Divyanka softened just a fraction—but didn’t back down.

“Then act like one,” she said.

“Not a commander. Not a protector with a gun behind his back.”

Karl exhaled sharply, turning away.

From behind the glass door—

Kavira stood.

She had seen everything.

Her hands were shaking.

Divyanka noticed first.

“Kavira—” she rushed forward. “No, no, you weren’t supposed to—”

Karl turned instantly.

He crossed the distance in seconds, cupping Kanika’s face.

“Hey,” he whispered urgently.

“Breathe. It’s okay.”

Kavira pulled out her notebook with trembling hands and wrote:

Please don’t fight because of me.

Divyanka’s expression broke.

“Oh sweetheart…” she whispered.

Karl closed his eyes briefly, then nodded once.

“You’re right,” he said quietly.

“We’ll slow it down.”

He looked at Divyanka.

“We do this your way,” he added.

“But if anything happens to her—”

Divyanka met his gaze.

“It won’t,” she said.

“Because this time… we’re both protecting her.”

Kavira squeezed Karl’s hand.

The storm settled.

For now.


KAVIRA’s FIRST ATTEMPT — THE DAY HER VOICE BLED ~

Four days ago — Therapy Room

The room smelled of antiseptic and fear.

Kavira sat on the edge of the chair, her notebook clutched to her chest like armor.

Her throat already hurt—tight, dry, burning.

The doctor stood in front of her, clipboard in hand.

“Your reports show improvement,” he said firmly.

“You can speak now. We need to try.”

Kavira shook her head immediately.

Her hands trembled as she wrote:

I can’t. It hurts. Please don’t make me.

The doctor barely glanced at the page.

“Pain is part of recovery,” he replied.

“If you don’t push now, you may lose your voice permanently.”

Her breathing quickened.

She wrote again, faster this time, letters shaky:

It feels like something is tearing inside.

He sighed, impatient.

“Kavira, look at me,” he said.

“Just one sound. Even a whisper.”

Her eyes filled with tears.

She turned her head slightly—towards the glass wall.

Karl wasn’t there.

That gave the doctor courage.

“Now,” he said more sharply.

“Speak.”

Kavira’s fingers dug into the armrest.

Her chest rose, fell.

She opened her mouth.

Nothing came out.

The doctor leaned closer.

“Again.”

She swallowed.

Forced air through her throat.

A broken, cracked sound escaped her—

not a word, not even a letter.

Just pain.

Suddenly, a sharp burn tore through her chest and throat.

Her eyes widened.

She coughed.

Once.

Twice.

And then—

Red stained her lips.

Drops fell onto her hospital gown.

Kavira froze.

Her hands flew to her mouth as more warmth spread across her palm.

Blood.

Not pouring—but enough.

Enough to terrify her.

She slid off the chair, knees giving out, shaking uncontrollably.

The doctor’s face drained of color.

“Stop—stop—!” he shouted, pressing the emergency button.

Kavira couldn’t breathe properly.

Her throat felt raw—like glass.

Tears streamed down her face as she shook her head again and again.

I said I can’t.

Nurses rushed in.

Someone supported her back.

Another pressed gauze gently to her lips.

“Her vocal cords were not ready,” one nurse said urgently.

“This was too soon.”

The doctor stepped back, guilt crashing over his face.

“I—I thought—”

“You forced her,” the nurse snapped.

The door burst open.

Karl.

He took one look at Kavira—

blood on her lips, her hands shaking, her eyes broken—

and something in him snapped.

He crossed the room in seconds, dropping to his knees in front of her.

“Kavira,” he whispered, voice trembling.

“Hey… hey… look at me.”

She looked at him.

And broke.

She tried to apologize—but only pain came.

Karl wrapped his arms around her carefully, protectively, like she might shatter.

His voice turned lethal as he looked up at the doctor.

“Who told you,” he said slowly,

“to force my wife to do anything?”

The room went silent.

“She wrote that she was in pain,” Karl continued, holding her tighter.

“And you ignored her.”

The doctor tried to speak.

Karl stood.

“Get out,” he said coldly.

“Before I forget this is a hospital.”

The doctor left.

Karl knelt again, forehead resting against Kavira’s.

“I’m here,” he whispered.

“I should have been here. I’m sorry.”

Kavira clutched his shirt weakly.

Her notebook slipped from her hand.

Later, that night, she wrote only one line:

My voice hurts… but what hurt more was that no one listened.

Karl read it.

And swore—

no one would ever force her again.


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